Argh

Ok, it's been a few weeks since I have posted my thoughts and wasted feelings on here.
I am now back at my job, I was called in to work a week after I was put off, obviously I AM an asset to them no matter how much they deny it.

I have been having a shit time at work though. Shit only because I have RSI in both wrists.
I am not going on MSN.
If you want to talk to me, you know my fucking number, give me a text or even a call.

My wrists just throb constantly, then have a shooting pain from my wrist up my arm and back down again. (bad grammar but who cares)

Ill be surprised if anyone actually reads this blog

Tomorrow is Bob's birthday and im stumped for what to give him? Maybe a 6 pack of TEDs will do him. What to get a 25 year old.. Jeez.

I keep on thinking about the other night with Jim. I wonder if what he said is true. I keep running it through my mind. I guess I can hope. Jimmy is such a sweetheart. Our drunken heart to hearts. lol.

I'm over my jealousy. People can have their relationships, it doesn't bother me any more.
You can have all the heartache involved, the wasted words, the 'i love you's' that you'll never hear back. The unsatisfactory relationship. I'm glad I don't have one. It took me too long to get over my last. I dont handle rejection easily. I was clearly 100% in love with him, for it to take me so long. I wish him well. May their future be promising.

I just wish we could be as close as we were, because in a big way i feel ive lost him.

An interesting week ahead

I have no work on the schedual at Quality Desserts. Doubting very highly I will be called in and employed with them this week. It's their own fault I think. If they lose me, they will struggle to find another like me. Someone who works as hard as me, or even shows up on time.

So this week will be filled in with doing odd jobs for people (for money).
Other than that, I'll borrow some movies off Damien and have a marathon ^^

I'm currently watching Underworld. The first of the trilogy was quite good. If you like vampires and warewolves, blood and guts. I reccommend it.

The second movie I am watching now, is quite confusing. Not to mention, I watched the movies in the wrong order, watching Underworld 3 first, and Underworld second. These movies seem to have a Star Wars esque feel. The third movie is more like the first and the first is the third if you catch my drift. Like Star Wars, the first movie was actually the last.

I have nothing but mowing lawns and babysitting planned for tomorrow. Yay.
I guess time will tell if QD actually call me in. I'm kinda counting on it. I really hope they do.