:(

I'm at the point now, where I want to know whether we are friends, whether i can trust you and whether i want to even bother. I am not fishing for compliments, i just want to know.
So why do you ignore me so much?

I hate this, it's making me break. You don't know your effect on me.

I have the slightest niggling feeling that all Aaron wants from me is sex, which is why I'm ignoring him. I hope he realises sooner rather than later,

Dear Stu, if you ever get to read this..
I love you, you are the best friend I've ever had.. You're just the most beautiful person.. you look past everyone's flaws, mine in particular, you know I'm paranoid. You know what to say, and when to say it, and I'm so thankful that I have you. There is so many times I want to tell you that you're just the most awesome person in the world, but I don't want to get your ego too inflated :)

Stacey, who I know will not see this, but just in case.
I love you, and when I get to know more about you, it just makes me appreciate how beautiful you really are. You're such a lovely, sweet person, when I met you, the first thing I thought was, wow, she's really great! I have proven myself right! I have known you 8 months, which seems like aaaaages, but it's like I met you yesterday. I enjoy our little dinners on Friday nights.

Matt,
I love you, you're my brother, but you frustrate me so much. I don't know what to say? I don't want to say anything that may upset you, but all I feel is that you don't care about me.

I want to say more, but what CAN I say? I think I've probably said too much, but now I'm just going to shut up and not say any more.