I had a very good conversation with Leah today. She told me exactly what I needed to hear.
I need to stop blaming everyone for my insecurities and deal with myself. I needed so badly to hear that. This way I can move on and be happy, and not feel like im totally alone.
I went through about a month of feeling total and utter rejection. I don't get a lot of text messages, not to mention Aaron being an asshole after what happened between us. I have put about.. 4 kilos back on and I need to get back onto my diet so I can feel better about myself. I have to lose this weight. It is a burdon.
Instead of bottling up my feelings, I am going to use this to get rid of them.
I don't know what to do for my birthday.. I don't have any money.
Sigh.
I hope I get permenancy soon.
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